the end of my world lyrics with English translation

覚悟してたのロンリー

I was prepared for this loneliness,

知ってたのに

Even though I knew it,

いざ無くなると急に

When it suddenly goes away,

ずるずる放心状態です

I find myself in a daze, slipping away.

幸せはひと吹き

Happiness is just a puff,

触れた途端に

The moment you touch it,

シヤボン玉のように

Like a soap bubble,

姿を消していく

It disappears before my eyes.

果たされない口約束など信じない

I don’t believe in unfulfilled promises,

誓ってたのに

Even though I swore it to you.

縫い合わせたココロ

A heart stitched together,

なんで ちくちく痛むんだろう

Why does it still sting so much?

ぐるり 包帯で手当てをして

Wrapped tightly in bandages for care,

うまく着飾って笑ってみても

Even if I dress up and try to smile,

強くなれないのよ

I can't seem to grow strong,

欲しいの「鋼のココロ」

What I want is a 'heart of steel',

だから"一人"が楽なのにね

Yet being 'alone' is so much easier,

だけど"独り"じゃ寂しい

But being 'lonely' feels so sad,

ああ、いっそ貴方の手で逝かせて

Ah, if only you could take me away,

The end of my world

The end of my world.

ぐらり揺れてる天秤

The scale wobbles unsteadily

落さぬように絶望と希望

Balancing despair and hope so it won't fall

絶妙なバランスなんです

It's a delicate equilibrium, you see

愛想が9/10 対して本心が1/10

A facade of 9/10, while my true self is just 1/10

ウソだと知ってても

Even knowing it's a lie

なんで 嬉しくなるんだろう

I wonder why it makes me feel so happy

どろり 濃厚なポーションから

From the thick, syrupy potion

放っ香りが染みっいちゃって

The scent wafts and seeps in deep

忘れられないのよ

I just can't forget it, you know

私の「囚われたココロ」

My 'captured heart'

他の誰かに委ねてみても

Even when I try to entrust it to someone else,

ふいに貴方がよぎります

You suddenly come to mind.

あぁ、なんか不穏のスパイラル

Ah, there's an unsettling spiral.

同情なんていらないわ

I don’t need your sympathy.

This is a trap, now get out, hate you

This is a trap, now get out, hate you.

This is a trap, now get out, get free

This is a trap, now get out, get free.

This is a trap, now get out, from here

This is a trap, now get out, from here.

I want to go where you're not there

I want to go where you're not there.

あみだくじで仕組まれた運命

A fate devised like a lottery.

吉か凶かは (50/50)別の

Is it good or bad? (50/50) It's separate.

場所で出会えたとしても

Even if we meet at this place,

結末は同じでしょ BAD BOY

the ending would still be the same, BAD BOY.

今はカーテンの隙間から

Right now, through the gap in the curtain,

漏れる光すらも眩しくて

even the light seeping in is blinding me.

開けられないのよ

I can't open it up.

「閉ざされたココロ」

"A heart that's been shut tight."

いくら私が叫んでみても

No matter how much I scream out,

季節がまた巡るように

like the seasons turning once more,

ああ、貴方に堕ちてしまった

ah, I've fallen for you.

工ンドレス the end of my world

The end of my world in this gown.