MARETU
スヂ lyrics with English translation
- Language
- Japanese
- Level
- Advanced
- Released
- 2015
- Genre
- J-Pop, Anime Songs
- Length
- 3:33
What the hell? What the hell?
What the hell? What the hell?
What-what-what-what-what the hell?
What-what-what-what-what the hell?
行動不能 滾る焦燥
Paralyzed by a burning restlessness
ばら撒いていこうぜ どうせ
Let's spread it all around, after all
健全でシックな肢体 壊れる前の迷子
A healthy, chic body, a lost one before it breaks
両サイド無邪気さ脱いで大人になるんだろ
Shedding innocence on both sides, growing up, right?
見慣れてんだ
I'm used to seeing it
それは退屈しのぎを正当付けただけだって
It's just a way to justify boredom
いわば自分都合、見せびらかしたいだけだって
In other words, it's all for my convenience, just wanting to show off
わかっちゃいるが
I know it all too well, but
チャイルドな君を観て
Watching your childlike self,
いたい
It hurts.
点けなけりゃ消えないはずの火が
A fire that shouldn’t go out unless it’s lit,
いくつもの正しい間違いが
Countless right mistakes have
牙をむいてきたぞ
Bared their fangs at me.
逢いたい目にあった
I’ve had a meeting I longed for.
それでどうなったんだ
So what happened then?
ぶった切れた首をボンドでくっつけて
With a severed head, I glue it back together,
汚れたての肢体 いじくる妄想
Tainted body, playing with twisted fantasies,
本当のことになったら いいんだけどなー
It would be nice if it became real, though.
What the hell?
What the hell?
同情無用 饐えた衝動
No sympathy needed, a lingering urge
蹴飛ばしていこうぜ どうせ
Let's kick it away anyway
始まりの瞬間 既に絶たれてるんだ、退路
In the moment of starting, the escape route is already cut off
だれだってヘドロ喰らって大人になるんだろ
Everyone eats sludge and grows up, right?
わかってんだ
I get it
それは感動的な終点、辿ってる気がして
It feels like an emotional endpoint I'm tracing
実は劣等感に追い込まれてるだけだって
But in reality, I’m just pushed by inferiority
そういうの いらない
I don't need that kind of thing
ナチュラルな君を観て
Watching the natural you
みたい
Like
「頑張らなきゃ」も いつの間にか
'I have to try harder' has slipped away before I knew it
くたびれ果ててしまってるんだ今
Now I'm completely worn out
かわいそうなひとだ
What a pitiful person
What the hell?
What the hell?
そうやって
That way
最低な気分、体染める
Drowning in this dreadful mood
「切ないシニカタ、やむを得ず」
'Sad sighs, unavoidable'
あぶない息遣いが立ち篭める
Dangerous breaths linger in the air
入り組んだ奇怪なアーセナル
A twisted and bizarre arsenal
ぶっきらぼうに齧っといた君の夢
I bit into your dreams, so bluntly
寂しく潤った恋の味
The taste of love, lonely yet rich
変わらないでください、私のため
Please don’t change, just for me
冷め切った噛みごたえ
A cold and lifeless bite
What the hell? What the hell?
What the hell? What the hell?
かけがえのない ありがたみが
The irreplaceable gratitude
掠れ果ててしまってるんだ今
Has completely faded away now
散々な終わり方
A terribly sad ending
逢いたい目にあった
I’ve gone through wanting to see you
それでどうなったんだ
So what happened then?
ひん剥かれた爪をボンドで貼っつけて
With my torn nails glued back with bond,
崩れたての肢体、噛みつく妄想
My crumbling body, biting thoughts take flight.
本当の本当に
Honestly, truly,
とってもサイテーだよ
It's just so pathetic, you know?
えきさいと！
Exciting!
感じていたいと
I want to keep feeling it,
浮き上がった筋 脳裏に焼っ付けて
The muscles rise, engraved deep in my mind.
あれも、これも、ふさがれた君の
That too, this too, your closed-off heart,
あどけない疑心暗鬼に胸を焦がしたい
I want to burn with your innocent doubts.
（柔く溶かしたい）
(I want to melt you gently.)
（はやく壊したい）
(I want to break it soon)
（さわり倒したい）
(I want to touch it endlessly)
笑い飛ばしたい
I want to laugh it off
Key vocabulary
- ナチュラル
- naturalN1
- 切ないせつない
- heartbrokenN1
- 劣等れっとう
- inferiorN1
- 瞬間しゅんかん
- momentN3
- 退屈たいくつ
- boredomN3
- 首くび
- neckN4
- 散々さんざん
- terriblyN1
- 果てはて
- endN1
- 正当せいとう
- justN1
- 無用むよう
- uselessN1
About this song
MARETU is a Japanese Vocaloid producer and songwriter known for releasing Vocaloid music starting in 2011 and helping define the genre as a representative producer since 2017. He is also credited under the name Gokuaku-P.