到处不存在的我 lyrics with English translation

总在睡不著的夜

Always on these sleepless nights

把我们之间想一遍

I replay what we had

这样下去可能就永远

If this goes on, it could be forever

却觉得有什么不对

Yet I feel that something's amiss

我从来都不埋怨

I've never held a grudge

黏在你心里的从前

Stuck in the past within your heart

你好几次沉默的瞬间

In those moments of your silence

我看见另一个世界

I see another world

笑微微 心越希微

A faint smile, a heart full of longing

微笑或流泪 该怎么选择

To smile or to cry, how to decide

你一抱紧 又让我迟疑

Your embrace tightens, and I'm left in doubt,

微微笑 有人底笑

A faint smile, someone else is smiling,

逃避或面对 该怎么取舍

To run or to face, how should I choose,

我在哪里 你才会快乐

Wherever I am, that's where your joy blooms.

笑微微 心越希微

A gentle smile, my heart grows frail,

微笑或流泪 该怎么选择

To smile or to cry, how should I decide,

你一抱紧 又让我迟疑

Your embrace tightens, and I'm left in doubt,

微微笑 有人底笑

A faint smile, someone else is smiling,

逃避或面对 该怎么取舍

To run or to face, how should I choose,

我在哪里 你才会快乐

Wherever I am, that's where your joy blooms.

像感冒会传染

Like a cold that spreads in the air,

越在意越孤单

The more I care, the lonelier I become.

我不想这么难堪

I don't want to feel this embarrassment,

是不是该离开

Is it time to let go?

我的心还没有答案

My heart still has no answer.

笑微微 心越希微

A faint smile, my hope grows dimmer.

微笑或流泪 该怎么选择

Smile or cry, how should I choose?

你一抱紧 又让我迟疑

You pull me close, yet make me hesitate.

微微笑 有人底笑

A slight smile, someone laughs beneath.

逃避或面对 该怎么取舍

Avoidance or confrontation, how do I decide?

我在哪里 你才会快乐

Where am I for you to find joy?

到处不存在的我

The me that doesn’t exist anywhere