也许我可以无视死亡 lyrics with English translation

我也曾想过和这个世界说再见

I once thought about saying goodbye to this world,

因为那时的我像个孤独的瓶盖

Because at that time I felt like a lonely bottle cap.

废弃的散落在繁华的街上

Discarded, scattered on bustling streets,

心底却没有想要去的地方

Yet within my heart, there was nowhere I wanted to go.

那些鹫尾草的摇曳荆棘鸟的滑翔

The swaying of foxtail grasses, the gliding of thorn birds,

都渐远在遥远的记忆里

All drifting away into distant memories.

风中只有红嘴鸥叼啄着往事

In the wind, only the red-billed gull pecks at the past,

飞向迷离的远方

Flying towards a hazy horizon.

斑驳的败墙和报废的路灯

The mottled walls of decay and the abandoned streetlights,

挂在心底那串生锈的风铃

Hanging in my heart, that rusty wind chime.

我多想改变这破碎的一切啊

Oh, how I long to change all this shattered pain,

可你知道这有多难啊

But you know just how hard it can be, eh-eh.

也许我可以无视死亡

Maybe I can look past the looming death,

等来那些有暖意的时光

And wait for those warm moments to return.

也许那蔷薇的迟败

Perhaps the late fading of the rose,

就会让我看到晨曦的微光

Will let me see the glimmer of dawn's light.

我也曾想过和爱的人说再见

I once thought of saying goodbye to the one I love,

因为每次绝望时会哭到没有声音

Because in despair, I cry until I'm voiceless.

与看不见的恶魔交战太疲惫了

Fighting with unseen demons is so draining,

认真的活着是多么艰难的事情

Living earnestly is such a tough thing to do.

那些蜷缩在床角颤抖的日子啊

Those trembling days curled up in the corner of the bed,

疼得好像呼吸都是奢侈的

It hurts as if breathing itself is a luxury.

无休止的接受别人和自己的鄙视

Endlessly accepting the disdain of others and myself,

或许比死还让人恐惧

Perhaps it's more terrifying than death.

午夜的雪花未读信息的提醒

Midnight snowflakes, notifications unread,

远处旧灯塔忽明忽暗的亮光

In the distance, the old lighthouse flickers with light.

我多想靠近这温热的一切啊

How I long to draw near to this warmth,

可你知道这有多痛吗

But do you know how much it hurts?

也许我可以无视死亡

Maybe I can ignore death,

等到你不经意的来到我身旁

Waiting for your casual arrival by my side.

其实你轻轻的一个拥抱

In truth, just a gentle embrace from you,

就能唤醒我对这个世界的期待

Can awaken my longing for this world.

也许我可以无视死亡

Perhaps I could ignore death,

等到心底重燃对生的渴望

Waiting for the fire of life to ignite in my heart.

即使那一点点的希望

Even that little spark of hope,

或许就能重燃我对这场生命的期待

Might just reignite my anticipation for this journey of life.